dear m.

i? woke up. today, i mean. as someone. else, i mean. or maybe?
it was. yesterday. i was. someone. else, i mean. tommorrow?
i don't know. if i'll wake up. at all. or someone.
else, i mean.

i was sure. yesterday. i was. me, i mean.
now? who knows. i'm not.
sure, i mean.

open my eyes. they are not. my eyes. or they are. but were not.
its hard to. say, i mean. in the mirror. my face? i think. then think.
its not.

do you have? my photograph. it would. be nice. to compare. my
faces. although. the photograph. might lie. how can i? know.
i need to. freeze the mirror. but i am? certain.
my face leaves. my reflection.
when i? do.

like a light? in the refrigerator. that you can't. see. if its on. with the door. closed. i can't see. my face? in the mirror. unless. i look.
in the mirror, i mean. but then. its always then. never before.

its hard. to see. before, i mean. after. but harder. to see. after before.

harder and harder. to think. in straight lines? circles are easier. not
at all. is hardest. of all. because. my thots? wonder. if they are.
my thots?

and now. my thots? are with you.

love.
w?