My control  

Please dont touch me
like you care
Please dont smile at me
as if im really there
You see me when it works for you
My ideas and thoughts are all to curde
For they are not what i should be thinking
Having a mind of my own
the independence scares you
You have lost control once again
but this time with a women who will no longer be your friend
I am just as you see
Not here to please
Just here to be
Dont pretend that you are really there
within my life
for i no longer want you here
I am gone
in spirit
finally free
You can no longer hold on to me
Your idea of what may be
is shattered thanks to me
Should i care? Should i cry? Should i continue to live a lie?
Not for you
This life you see
is mine to be whatever the hell i want it to be

© 2006 Jenn Heather