It's
Just As Beautiful As You Said It Would Be
Last night I dreamt that it was raining; the ground was a great,
grey sheet of water as though, slowly, the oceans were swelling
to claim this mass of land. The buildings were devoid of human
occupancy and the tides burst through the towering walls of
glass and cement. Entire freeways of automobiles became buoyant,
if only temporarily, before sinking down into the murky depths,
tumbling slowly like leaves do in autumn; hood ornaments winking
the last vestiges of light. We watched whole billboards from
the height of capitalism become empty surfboards pushing life
insurance and toothpaste, personal injury lawyers and lottery
jackpots. It was getting deep. If there had been a land here
once, if there had been a city that once expanded to dominate
the countryside all that had disappeared. A freight train was
passing along somewhere far below us. You could see its solitary
headlight inch along, pushing through the increasing pressure
of this new Atlantis. I was imagining a dead engineer at the
helm, his body made light by water, slumped over the controls,
driving his vessel along post mortem; a freight that was determined
to be delivered even though there was nobody who could possibly
need any of it, ever. We were floating, our limbs swaying back
and forth remarkably calmly, letting us witness the highest
point of the radio towers, the strobing beacons, sink beneath
the surface just inches and continue to flash its reminders
of the old world to us in timed intervals. You looked at me
and noted, "I think that we are the only survivors left.
Listen to how quiet everything has become. Even the rain has
silenced somewhat. I think that we are the only survivors left."
I replied, "If so, where do we go from here? The highest
ground for miles around has all but disappeared and we can't
keep swimming forever." "Kiss me," you said,
"we'll make these last moments of creation worth prolonging
before returning to our families somewhere down there."
Our arms made one circle and we kissed long and slow like an
old black and white movie couple. It was at the time that the
sun emerged from behind the dark veil of cloud overhead and
made visable the panorama of the horizon, a steel blue grey
body, monotone, save the light refracted off the gentle waves.
This was a world now in waiting for the completion of the water
cycle, a long, long wait we would never live to see the end
of. You said, "Goodnight. It's just as beautiful as you
said it would be." I held your hand for a second and then
let go, watching you actively turn from me to swim down to where
you thought your house now was, though you probably wouldn't
find it. I brought my feet up so that I was now floating on
my back, felt the mass of cold liquid keeping me up, closed
my eyes and went to sleep.
© 2006 Michael
Appleby