Honest  

i will cry no tears for you.
the clock is ticking and
i seem to be lingering is this big fucking mess both you and i caused.

i will dream no longer of you
her pussy took you on, and then another, another more
you don't remember the last time you felt loved.

He forgot about me
He forgot about my desire to calm him, my ache to shake him up
Our love could have been one of the few great rivers that flows through the universe
butterflies in my vagina

is it guilt or is it innocence
did i break you
or did you walk all over my burning soul

i wanted you to taste my tears
but i will cry none for you
because the sore of missing will heal
young lovers first kiss will fade

Go on child, don't be afraid of the dark
because those monsters under your bed
are in my bed now

i know you better than you think i do
i am justified and reborn
because the truth is all there is

© 2006 Monika Ptak